things which can't be said at times

emo blog hahah ok here is something which is really cool and happy ok.

anyway a number of things happen so far, i got myself a phone and a line so bye to prepaid and confiscating of the phone... she is trying her best to ignore him but deep down inside her she cares abt him so much but i am glad that she is being the old her happy for her. today i lost the true and dare and got punched from let see how many people pavi,lathi,sam,saifu,raj,is and dinesh not bad la my hand when numb after few punches unluckie me but is all in the game haha. Then yah we played badminton during the break but now only i realised that i lost every game but it was fun as usual.

less then 4 months and SOOO many things have happen but one thing for sure gonna miss the entire group like hell. But that happens everywhere primary school 6 years and it was over and secondary school 4 years now it was over n now mdis for 8 months and yes is gonna end as well but learn alot in this few months some really wonderful memories meant to be kept and some really disturbing issues and live shows meant to be deleted from my mind. next stop would be NS(national service) and let see what it brings i dunno why weirdly i am lookin forward to ns.....

PS: i need to say this if not it will be in my head for sure

wow u blog about me

firstly if there was love in your situation why she was attach not with u to some other person it shows that u were just a subsitute for the time being n u call this love u frankly insulting the word in this case. you can say million and one things to make your part of the story right but wake up accept the fake that u r wrong cause NOW she is not with u like u said u r easy as a delete button is there was love it wouldn't have been so easy on her yah so i need to say again is KARMA!!! but in your case u got your hope build up n crush but keep your fingers cross u may never know what future brings for u right but whatever wish u all the best with this entire not straight thingy guess god will be proud ok that's really mean but sorry if u r reading this just saying what's on my mind.

For me i am SO OVER IT trust me you just a very good friend of mine and nothing more and yah really like making fun of you at times haha really funny la. i prefer this entire friendship thingy better it so much fun la n do ignore the PS part cause i just needed to type that hahah not meant to hurt or bring back memories.

friendship and it shall stop there