loneliness

there so much we can say here

basically we stayed up in IS house to do up the editin for Tvrp everything went really well i guess the finale scene was really good so let see how the outcome is on monday. just had few hours of sleep n my eyes r dying on me.
today officially i realise i can't never hide anythin at least one person will find out abt it eventually but i was really glad the person never ask me
anythin cause i seriously don't have an answer for whatever u gonna ask :D.

i seriously miss the begining of sch
the phone calls
the little bit of hope
knowing somethin good or bad might happen
but eventually it landed up at the bad side
promise was broken
or maybe u seek perfection
whatever it is glad everythin as ended
even tho is nt wad i really expected
i am happy :D

if only
i am not me i think all this wouldn't have happen
i could have just shut the fuckin mouth of mine
or if only i am better with my words
or if only i am basically not me............
but at times pls do think before u say something yah
i am not immune yet goin to be soon.........
puttin all your bad points together
i try my best to hate u
but i can't
what i see in u?
u might say the most worst things at time without realising it
but i seriously dunno hw to react to it lol


but now finally i am happy with everythin.
everythin is not what i expected again but somethin better...
that's fate i guess!!!!
ALL as been HEALED

HAPPY!!!!!


justin guarini's i saw your face!

It was just another day like the day before
I was walking in the rain with a lonely heart
Wudn't looking for a change
Wudn't looking for a girl
Wudn't looking for a thing
I was cool inside my world

But you were standing there
Looking outstanding there

I was fallin', I was fallin', I was fallin', for you girl

I saw your face and wanted to see if I could get your name, yeah
I saw your face and I can't believe I found a miracle
You're so beautiful

I saw your legs, your thighs
Baby, lookin' right
I can't believe my eyes
I saw your face and baby you know, I found a miracle
You're so beautiful

Now I'm all up in a daze don't know what to do
Everything is out of place since I saw you
There's just gotta be a way
Must be something I can do
Baby girl, how can I get close to you


Baby, you're so beautiful, yeah
I guess I knew it from the moment that I saw you
Girl, there was nothing I could do, baby
I started falling from the second that I saw you
Now I just wanna, I just wanna be close to you